Words that can't describe

Some people say it's crazy, others say it's love. I can't tell you which it is or why it is, but I can tell you that when you're feeling something and it's right, to take it. There's this saying by Dr. Seuss I believe that says,"You know you're in love when your reality is finally better than your dreams." I have to say, that at this point they're are right. Ya there will be downs, but hell there will be ups. They'll be so high that the downs don't look like anything at all. I know that my gut feeling doesn't lie to me and that the smile on my face doesn't get any bigger than this, unless I'm missing something. I know to keep things when they're good and right, so I'm keeping him. I'll keep him through the fights and the long nights that won't end. The working hours and the times where my parents won't bend, but that's OK. He puts a smile on my face. Shows me the world with a smile and a bit of patience. He listens to everything I say and thinks only the best. He keeps me safe and I've never been so comfortable with myself than with him. I know it's only been a short while, but like I always say,"We have the rest of forever." It's only the beginning, we have so much more. There's reunions, parents meeting, friends getting acquainted, and pets to get along with. We have more times where we giggle all night or when we go through our mhms. He's got me hooked to his music and nothing seems right anymore without him there. There are times when, I swear, I feel him right there. I think we bring out the best of each other and that's great. No one has understood me more than him and let me tell you, I'm confusing. I sing in front of him, which I don't ever do. I've been inspired again and I love it. It's like being back in your own skin again. He takes me for me and I love that. You know it's crazy when your so happy your crying. I seem to do that a lot lately. Ya I just graduated, Ya my birthday just past, but this is the pinicle. Yup the top, the cream of the crop. There's so many songs we have that we can't pick one. I think we should just make albums and those would be ours. I'm so excited, I'm giddy, I can't say I'm scarred because I'm not. I trust him with everything I got and I don't know if that's a lot, but I don't think he minds. I believe we are both falling and falling fast. I don't know who will catch who, but falling isn't bad if he's there with me. I can look down at my hands and know that where the spaces are, that's were he should be. There's so much to say, but so little space. No expression or mix of words could describe what I feel. I think the best quote I can come up with is someone dear to me. She said,"When I look at you both, I see me and my man when we started." Let me tell you about her, they're still in love and I believe it's been over a year.

So like I always do I'll leave you with a tid bit of me, although this is a lot. Remember to love like if it's you you're loving. Trust your gut and keep your friends close, if they don't like him; he ain't worth it.

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