What's vicious is having your heart torn by old and new. Having the chance to start what you couldn't and starting something unexpected. It's an odd feeling being in this situation because you know what you have to do, but you don't want to because you'll feel sooo horrible about it and this feeling kills both relationships instead of just one. It's a stickling thing. It's so fustrating. It's the alphabet mixed up. One guy makes you feel like a woman and the other takes you on an adventure that you'd never expect. One has practically everything in commmon with you. The other is your polar opposite that seems to get you to connect. Both take effort, but one is more enjoyable. It's easier and lighter. There isn't curves, twists, and turns that are unbelievable. They are both indescribeable, but both are different. One gives me the peace and hope that I need to trive. Inspires, comforts, simple pleasures. The other brings out the deep within, the good and the bad. Treats as an equal, but special.
So much confusion, but it's all clear. I know how the others feel, so I know which way. It becomes clear that I've found a brother and a mate.
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