Everything 10/22/07

Our lives are full of surprises. People we’ll meet and people we hope we never have to meet. Making the difference seems easy, but at most, it’s difficult. How do you stay close to people that are forever changing. Our lives are changing pages every day and how do you stay the same? At times you know someone so well that it's as if your one, but yet there is that separation. When you seem to find the thing you've been wanting, is it all wrong to have it? How do you know one person is right from the other? Do you not want complete trust in every person you meet because that's what they want in return. Or are things just meant to hide under other things until its too deep to see what truly lies under. What if you find the person your meant to be with but your so consumed in this fake life, that they fell for that and not you. When do you know to let that all go and just be you. Then when the time comes, your heart gets taken away for someone else's, but how do you know this one will work just as well. There's faith, but it is your life in their hands. How sad it is, to give your heart and then have it slowly torn into pieces with each rude remark, disrespect, and no compassion for what you think. Is this what all of us are craving for. We all crave for the comforting blanket, the warming of your insides with just a glance. How movies depict all we ever wanted and somehow never get. At times, we just send lil' bits of us throughout some people because it's easier that way. We call them our friends. Friends are family and the closer to you, the more family they are. I have a large family, although I only have a brother by blood. It's incredible to see how large your heart is when you just try. There's so many thing stored up within us that we just can't handle. We send them amongst others to disperse this and make it better. Those that say there heart is torn in pieces don't realize they just gave a piece of their heart without getting a replacement. That's were our friends come in. they give back what we gave to them, so we can be complete again. Over time it grows again and when the times comes you give back. That's how the give and take works. It's a comfort that is there if you just look for it. We all need it at times.