Giddy Things

You know there are times in my life when I’m so giddy I could POP, but never have I ever been this giddy. I’m so excited. I know why, but I don’t know why. It could be that whole new friend thing or it could be the fact I get HUGE butterflies when we talk. Maybe it’s been I’m officially accepted into society as an adult. Maybe it’s just a factor of everything. I gotta do things myself now, which is great, but also scary. There so much I wanna do, but don’t because that means I gotta grow up more. UGH……age. They say it’s just a number, but it’s a factor of experiences.
There’s a lot I learned in a smidget of time. Time is relative you know. Random tangent, but really what’s the point of time except to constrict you and make you get white hairs. Who wants that?? But going back, learning. You know they put you through school for over 17 years –if you go to 4 year college- and what do you learn. Hate lectors, don’t wanna write, read, or think. Why because there’s nothing to truly interesting than what is wanted to go after.
We need to think, create, and change. How are we supposed to stop the complaining if we just sit on our butts and do nothing? We can talk all we want, but if we do nothing; then we are nothing more than a speck of dust.
But this still brings me back to my excited state. I can make more of a difference now. Ya there are times were I may seem like I’m off the rocker, but hey if I made you analyze the situation then I did my job.
There’s also my other excited. I’m in a whole new situation in my life. I’m scarred I’ll do something stupid, but they gotta love me through that too, so I’m not too worried. Jeez there’s gotta be a billion things going through my head, but all I can think is DON’T RUSH. –laughs- I’m like the queen of rush when it comes to things I’m excited about. Luckily I got a bird to help me out and my girls that I can’t live without. They’re my “Sex and the City” girls and I can’t function without them.
So I suppose I close this with something brief, if you even got this far. I’ll love whether my heart survives or not, I’ll live because there’s nothing else to live for, and I’ll laugh because hell, life is a sitcom you can’t get out of.