Get over it. 04/08

Is it such a commodity to always be the one that's stuck in all the crap your not even a part of. Your bff gets bitched at, and your just stuck on the sidelines waiting for the info to relay back to you. How crappy is a situation when everyone hates someone, yet your stuck doing shyt with them because you have to. It's not fair to the world that no one likes you, yet you clearly make a scene with no one caring. You won’t win. We do things to protect you and everyone else involved. It's not all bout you. Never was and never will be. Your just a spec of dust like everyone else. We are no better than you and you are definitely no better than us. Life isn’t a game to just play pieces. There are emotions involved. Your not the only one with a heart or lack of one. There are truly no words to describe how retarded this whole situation is. Relationships don’t have fairy tale ending unless both people work at it to make it happen. It's a two sided street. You can’t block one way. Love interests aren't worth the agony, no matter how much you love them. They’ll tear you up, rip you to pieces but at the end of the day; all of it is still you. You’ll patch up. It may take longer, or it may be shorter but you can't give in to the hate, the denial, the depression. You become obsessed and it takes over. You lose yourself, you lose your worth. You become nothing because the respect you had for yourself is now shyt. It's worthless. No one will respect you if you let yourself go. Stop the obsession, it's not healthy. If they haven't come back by now they aren't coming back. There's no point in trying. You say your over it, but your not. It's not about you anymore, it's about everyone around you.